dear Lj-friends,
I doubt this will read anybody, cause I was inactive the past
month, because of huge problems, i first had to
solve until coming back to normal
As some of you might know, I am in Spain now,
to be an AuPair for this year
It resulted,as you could read in my entry over one month ago, that
i was really unhappy and unsatisfied in my sitattion with that
family. So I decided to change family, which was a pretty hard decision, because
I was never sure what to do, if that is the right decsion, because you never really
know how the next family will be like, until you live with that family
My head was full of thoughts, adavantages, disadvantages, should i risk it?
and there were really points, where i was at the bottom, and I could not go on
I was so sad, cause the work was horrible for me, and I just wanted to
go back and hug my Mom.
But then i thought realstically WHAT TO DO NOW?
Do you really want to live like this in THIS family for 8months more?
and my answer to that question was: NO
and this is why I had to become active and do something against my sitation...
Now I am living already for 2 weeks in a new family, it took a long time
finding a new family, moving, getting to know the new house and the new people,
saying goodbye to the old house and the old family etc.
but finally i did it
and i am happy i did it
t resulted, until now, that the new family and the new work have to do here, is alot better
and i am feeling happy again,and this is the most important thing
so i hope you can understand that because of all the stress, pressure and
thoughts I was not active at all, not on this Lj nor i could leave lots of comments on your LJ
I APOLOGIZE
but i am back, to fangirl!
YEAH! THIS IS WHAT I MISSED ALLLLLLLLL THE TIME!!!
*FANGIRLING; FANGIRLING; FANGIRLING*
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